Feelin Blue...

Life is so funny at times. No matter how many resolutions u make, u end up not following them, mostly not even for a week. That's when i stopped makin them, the easy way out. But blogging was something different. I always liked it and wanted to continuosly write but i just cant find the time. Well, i know that i'm not doin much these days; its just the music, books and mostly importantly, the sleep. But to write, u need a typical mood. I dunno if u people have experienced it but i'm that kind. But whatever it is, i have decided now to write regularly. Maybe i would write when i felt like and save it in my lap. Well, to tell the truth its 31st October and 2 o'clock in the morning. :-)

Ask me the reason why i'm writting this now. Well, i'm feelin so blue right now that i cant find sleep. I've been listening to Feelin Blue from Pyaar Ke Side Effects for the past 2 hours. I cant assign any particular reason to it. Maybe there are too many. Some that i still dunno about.
There are lots of thinngs that i want to do right now- some may be too blunt to say it here. But right now, i feel like driving 4 long distances; and i want to have a cold coffee from the Barista in Race Course Road in Coimbatore; sit in the All Souls Church again in Race Course; i feel like swimming &bi want to walk in a lonely beach now, maybe the Baby Beach in Kannur... Jaane Kya Jaane Mann, Bavra...Feelin So Blue, My Heart Cant Be True...

Have you ever felt really lonely at times when u least wanted it?? Well, i'm feeling so lonely right now. Maybe, its because of the single room in my hostel that i live in or maybe it is because u are just out of a relation and feel lost and hurt. After believing that what u have been doin so far is right, u suddenly feel like that u made a mistake somewhere along the way and u didn't realise it then and when u come to realise it, u are miles ahead and it no use turning back. Just admit it and carry on. Some things and relations are not meant to be.

A few days ago, Akhila had called me. She has made a new resolution of shedding her weight by a few pounds and getting a perfect figure by the New Year. Guess, i should give it another go and try to make a few resolutions of my own. And more important, try to stick to it and acheive it.


I guess thats it for now. Good Night.